Lost & Found

For some reason, today I feel like I have been "found". I guess for the past almost year I have felt, well, a little lost. When I moved in August I lost my blog. Funny, how I lost something and I am the one that felt lost.

Ironically, for the first time in many months I made the decision last evening that today I was going to do NOTHING. I would have been happy to stay in bed and watch the 8 episodes of 30-minute meals that I have yet to watch. I would have been happy to fake sleep all day until it was time to go to bed and then real sleep. I had simply decided I wanted to do NOTHING. Well, I can't do nothing. If you know me you can appreciate that doing nothing is so counterproductive. So with the day to myself what was I going to do, hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Well NOTHING turned into something.... It turned in to be finding my BLOG, which found me. I feel like a kid in a grocery store that had been going up and down the aisles and I have been simply one aisle away from comfort.

Today we met in the "spice aisle". I am settled.

Now - why is this so important - BECAUSE -- I have a tendancy to go on and on and to champion ridculous current events or non events and to be honest I think the people closest to me are like"So what Gina, who cares, why are you still talking about this, zip it".

Now - I know blogging may or may not ever be read by anyone but to me at least I have voiced myself over things as important as the War and as crazy and menial as Sanjaya,

So with that said - my mind is racing, and my hands are shaking because so much has happen in 12- months I don't know where to start. I just know that I am found and that feels like SOMETHING.